Sweat~

Yo! I just came back not long ago. Spend some time out with parents. Actually i didnt want to go at all. But my mom said "Go la, later go eat porridge at pasar." I was having my dinner then but i quickly agreed to go. Haha, nothing can stop me from food~! At first my parents want to go buy Air-con. It was a long ride to the destination.
While sitting in the car, listening to old songs. I keep thinking about what had happened in my pity life and whats wrong with me. Besides being ugly, fat and short, what else that i am short of? Why i can never be with the 1 i like? I remember i day the 3 of us went lunch together. Ah, the day Paul almost killed me. We went Life Cafe for lunch. He ordered ectra shot and spicy " Malak Mee" for me and Tzun Ern. I dont like to waste food, so i ate everything. It was really really hot! U guys should try it someday. Then when i finished my spicy mee, i saw 1 couple came into the cafe. In the front was a girl. Really not bad looking and the skin very fair. Tzun Ern straight react like, "WoW" The the boyfriend came in. My face straight changed from Spicy face to Bitter face... Tzun Ern gave a huge respond as well and with a word, "SWEAT"
Then, i kept thinking, i got so lousy meh? Ngaiti... Really SWEAT AR!!
Maybe some people dont get what i mean but i lazy explain also. Hope Tzun Ern will read this post and say something about it. Haha...
From then onwards i dont have any self confident anymore... Think of it nia i wanna cry liao... So "Shi Pai" ar.... Ish....
Then i remember i night while i was playing Badminton. I asked Henry about his past and his relationship with the girlfriend. Henry is a nice guy and talk straight to the point. Really STRAIGHT! but its good to know that he isnt lying about anything... Talk, Talk, Talk, then the topic changed to me... I mean he aimed my instead. Say my nose big la those thing, haha ... i knew that no need remind me... He scare me angry so he even said: " Nose big Cute ma!" XD KNS la Henry! haha.... then i remember he saying me Not being mature enough to have a girlfriend. At first i dont really understand what is he trying to say so i dont believe him. But now, i fianlly understand... i am really immature... That is not the only reason why i couldnt be with someone i like but only 1 of the reasonS...
SWEAT AR!!!!! SWEAT AR!!!! Why God so unfair de? I wasnt born in a rich family, nor with a clever brain, nor with good looks, now given me an immature attitude somemore.... SWEAT!