Cold~

It’s so cold~ I am freezing.... someone help? Please.....

I'm not talking about the weather nor am I sick. I'm cold because someone always gave me cold respond... sometimes not even cold because there was no feedback at all... I forgot since when it started to turn into such way, but the bone chilling cold respond is hurting me much more then anyone can understand... Or maybe I am the one who put too much hope into it but I am kind of lost too....Or should I call it a dilemma? I don’t know what to do or how I should react to it. It’s been a long time since I was in the state of dilemma. I started to be afraid, both in a relationship and my life. I don’t have any special relationship before, it’s because I am really afraid to be hurt... The pain in the heart where no pain killer can cure, I experienced it and don’t want to get anyway close to it anymore...
I endured the pain of a broken leg or a injured spine but there are nothing compared to the heart breaking pain....
In order to avoid for the cold feeling, I like to wear long sleeve shirt although it’s a hot weather, it’s kind of silly but I don’t know what to do… Can anyone help me???

Here is something that i would like to share with you~~
Nothing special, its just a song i really like~