Haiz.... i said not to complaint about my life again. So i wont, my highlights its bout myself and how i see my friends. Actually i am very angry now. i felt like just off my computer and go back to sleep. But if i do that, i am really gonna turn into a pig. i slept from 4 to 7.25 now almost 1 hour later i go back sleep again? haha...
Back to topic, i promiss myself to change my own life. But there are just certain things that i will never change. That will be on what thing that is done by my friends that will make me hate them! Today i wanna highlight on it. [I, Kevin the silly guy, don't mind being disturbed, bullied or being "look down". But the things i hate the most is, being misunderstood, cheated, or being "put airplane".] this was what i typed on 1 of my previous post. I am not joking... i really meant it.
I tend to believe my friends more than i believe my family. Thats why i always got moody besides of being lonely. I am not so "small gas" until u did something wrong 1 time and i will never talk to u anymore. I tend to do the point accumulating basis on my friends. haha.... Its like when u do something wrong... i deduce ur points. where is no turning back. once deducted u cant gain back what u lost. Once u lost all ur points, you are out of my life. Maybe its no big deal to you but it means alot to me.
BEING MISUNDERSTOOD- i really really hate it alot! i dont simply lie to my friends. so i aspect them to believe me at least by abit. I really hate when they say:" u simply say de la." or act like they believe when they dont. Stop acting! i know what u thinking by just looking at ur face!
BEING PUT AEROPLANE- this, its normal already. many and most of my friends did that. Cant blame them, that is just who they are. They dont even know how to tell someone when they cant make it or suddenly got something more important to do. They just assume other ppl will know it. WTF la! Some never learn form their mistakes but some does. U give me 1 aeroplane and i will remember u for life. Not in a good way though...
CHEATED- this is the main point of my post tonight! And its the thing i really hate the most! Yes i do know when anyone of you cheat me! ur forehead will show the word CHEATER! i damn dont like ppl cheat me. they only day i allow my friends to cheat me is during April Fool. Yes! thats why i am so pissed now! i feel like punching the heater when i was showering just now. but i didnt do it cos i scare got electirc. Haha.... if i die so early i dont have time to hate u! Those who are blacklisted as cheaters in my life. they will never be erased and u will never be forgiven. Today, i found another 1 in my life, a cheater who still think i will believe whatever been said.
I know some of u cheat me. but i didnt say it bout cos u dont want to start arguing or start a fight. So i will just let it be... ur reputation in my heart will be ruined by yourself and 1 day i wont talk to you anymore.... YOU WILL BE CATEGORISED FROM FRIENDS TO FIENDS. DOWN TO HELL YOU GO!!!
3 comments:
lame...
dont want! dont want! XD
Full of hatenss..
Lame post..
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