Shut~

Its been a long time since i last posted the a post. Currently in my school's Pc Lab waiting for my transport to arive. Its annoying need to wait for transport after class... With all the boring theory class everyday it really makes someone irritated of going to school. School isnt a good place to spend our extra time afterall...
I played in a competition last week. Its call Swinburne Invitation Badminton Championship. I wasnt in a good form for a couple of weeks now but i tried my luck in it. I registered myself for mens doubles and mix doubles. Due to certain policies, i cant choose my partner but i definately got 2 good partners for both category. Of cos, i lost terribly because i am not good enough for the compeitition but participating in it taught me a lesson. I will never go for a competition ever again without any training basics to backing me up.. Sorry to both my partners Lai and Karen because i did really badly..
My new house which is located in a new housing area dont have a telephone line at all and i cant online like i used to. Since the school's pc have been upgraded, i dont mind using them for my personal stuff anymore. The keyboards are good, the system is fast. the internet line have been upgraded as well. Now watching manga at school isnt any problem at all. Not bad huh?
Yes, now back to the point for my title... Lately i been really pissed. Maybe its because i keep losing my cool and cant control me bad temper lately. There is this guy who keep forcing me to the peak of my nerves making me want to scream everytime he do something like that. So wad ur good? Try do it for a living! Dont know how to release my stress i just blown of like a volcano... I cant regret it because all the damage had been done and its irreversible.. From now on maybe its time for me to keep shut or my school properties have to suffer for my lost control insane "small gas" pathetic temper.
Controling myself had been a great challenge for me. I thought i manage well in controling myself when i was in the National Service camp but the truth is the temper controling abilities are just temporary. IF i dont have this bad temper i wonder what kind of life will i be having.... Less suffering maybe? Or, maybe more stress? Haha... Who knows until i really succeed in doing it.
Thats all for now, God bless me for the things i wanna go and may God bless u to live a better life than me. Bye~